Good news! Good news! I got a job today! I am going to be doing clerical stuff in an HR dept and I am SUPER DUPER excited! I'm like broke as hell and I have been stressing over whether or not I would get a job and they called me today and i was like YES! THANK GOODNESS! So it's a work study job making $6.30 an hour so I am pretty pumped. Plus, i went to work out today even though i was SUPER DUPER pooped from basketball yesterday. Tomorrow is bball and im not looking forward to it. It's so tiring! LoL Playing one on one with Shawn is HARD! But it's cool because I can get a lot of aggression out playing. I've made a goal to try out for my school's bball team my senior year. If I'm going to be smaller, I might as well try doing what I've loved all over again!

Today has been OK though. I'm pretty hungry and I want fat SO bad, but I'm not going to give to the cravings. I was looking at the CK book today and just reading things i'd usually eat (which I do miss) but given the calories that I eat there's really no way i could eat it "in moderation". I don't know. I think this whole moderation thing perplexes me. Plus, I'm sick of eating broccoli. I need to get more veggies like cabbage (yum). It's been fairly successful though! I'm trying to just see the big picture instead of worrying daily. ONE MORE THING! I hid my scale so that i only use it on weigh-in days. I'd become ADDICTEd to the scale and now I think i just need to weigh once a week or bi-weekly. I am proud of myself! I am going to do it. THe Biggest Loser comes on today and that is always added motivation. Life is good! (-: