Today sucks. I feel a weight-loss crisis coming on. I mean, i've lost 15+ lbs and its like, 15 down, 85 more to go. That's SO much weight! This is just so hard. I hate it. I want to quit so bad. I cheated today and ate some extra "snacks" I shouldn't have but damn this is HARD. I don't want to fail but in the back of my head I think I will. I really want to lose this weight but I dont know if I can do it. I'm all about the short-term & seeing how long its going to take me to do this, i don't know if i've got it in me. I'm also just stressed with life period. I mean, I'm single (and I HATE being single) and fairly lonely and need to have some fun. I'm just having a really bad day and I really pray that I can get through this week b/c its already been killer.