DBRAZIEL's Dec 2006 CalorieKing Blog
All these bad times you're goin through just DANCE!
Friday, December 29th 2006
This AM i went and picked up my new keys in my apt. I am moving downstairs, so luckily there isn't much to move. Ex has been very weird today and it doesn't really make sense. I'm kind of just like, what are you getting so angry for?! Ex is mad because i've reached out to people about the situation, ex is all like, "i'm made out to seem like the bad guy". I'm like "dude, no you're not. All I do is tell them the situation, thats it. No one says you're a bad person or anything, they...
It's gonna be a better day
Thursday, December 28th 2006
10:57pmI'm moving tomorrow. It's kind of weird because I was so excited and ready to do it. Now I'm just mad as hell and I'm sad and I can't believe its happening. It feels like I'm going through a divorce. Having to split your stuff up, determine what is whos and what not. I'm just pissed at ex for giving up on us. I'm pissed at ex for making me go through this so I can live a fulfulling life. I am just angry. I'm also mad because I have to call off work tomorrow so I'll only get paid for ...
It doesn't happen over night
Wednesday, December 27th 2006
So I just erased my whole blog. I didn't feel like reading it anymore. I seem so desperate and so helpless. I am having another phase where I feel fine. At this point, if its meant to happen, it will. If not, I'll be sad, but I guess I'll be forced to move on. Anywho, I guess now i am just reaching out for friends and people to talk to (and not just partner prospects). Life will be OK. Anywho, I really don't have anything exciting to talk about. I packed a lot of my stuff up today (although I a...I lay down my pain and I'm moving on...
Tuesday, December 26th 2006
So, I'm still very, very hurt. I'm having trouble moving on. Ex is definitely not making this any easier (not at all). I really just want some peace in my heart at this point. I talked to my mom, and she, as always, gave me great advice. I need to move on...any suggestions how?9:03pm
So, I am totally feeling invigorated (I pray this lasts longer than the other moments of "invigoration"
. Anywho, so after talking to my mom and listening to India.Arie, I feel so much more hopeful ...
Christmas just ain't christmas...
Monday, December 25th 2006
Well, it is still Christmas. Anywho, so it's another Xmas here. Me and my bros didn't really get anything, and I really didn't mind it. I don't really care about the presents anymore, honestly. I just look forward to being around my family. My father moved to St. Louis on friday, so I was slightly disappointed that he wasn't here to at least visit and say "merry christmas". I guess a phone call will suffice. There's still drama in the ex department. I went to get my car yesterday from ...« Previous