1:15pm
So, today is fairly boring. I'm sitting at work and there is like NO NOISE. It's so quiet in here. I have to go to my 2nd job today and I am NOT looking forward to it. I just don't like it there. I think I am going to quit once I get back from VA because, quite frankly I just don't think I'll have the time to donate to that place. They have their s**t all screwed up and it's not my job to get it together if MANAGEMENT doesn't have it together. Whatever. I can't wait to get to Virginia.I really want to see my high school sweetheart, but I don't know if he'll be in town (we dated from eighth grade thru senior year, off and on). I guess it's just that it's the first and you alwasys have the connection with them. I just want to check up with him, that's all. But I also get to see my best friends and that makes me happy. My main reason for going though is it is my bestestest friend's 21st birthday and, since she came up for mine, I have to return the favor. I am excited about going to visit. I am starting to get nervous about eating and exercising, but i think i am going to just take it one day at a time and not freak out if I fall off the band wagon. My goal, if anything, is - if I do fall off - to be sure to start over each day with a fresh start. I'm not going to make a poor choice and continue to make poor choices. I already know my biggest issue will be alcohol because, well, ALL of my friends are going to want to drink with me (because I'm just that much fun - haha(: ). It'll be OK though. Anywho, i'm trying to eat & type so I'm going to call it quits on this one...