I apologize in advance for any spelling errors.

Wow - So I was doing SO well today! Having survived solely on fast food, I did pretty well! Then, I was tempted by a regular Roast beef sandwich my brother offered me. At first I said "no", then I said "what the hell" and I ate that. After that, I felt completely out of control. I went and ate another handful of wavy lays, a klondike sandwich, and a mini bowl of trix. Gross! I know I shouldn't have done that but at the same time, I'm relieved by the fact that I could eventually stop myself and that I don't feel like it's "all over". Tomorrow is another day and I can continue with this tomorrow. Tonight is proof that I still have those binge demons, but also that I can overcome them in time. I've gotten a lot of compliements regarding me looking "smaller" and while it's all flattering, its hard to be excited because I know I have a ways to go. The ride how was interesting. I drove home while my brothers were asleep with no radio (their radio is broken) and some weird traffic. Oh well. Its been an interesting one. Tomorrow AM I am leaving for VA. I'm praying that I can maintain my motivation and my will to keep on truckin. I know i can do this!