So, I'm still very, very hurt. I'm having trouble moving on. Ex is definitely not making this any easier (not at all). I really just want some peace in my heart at this point. I talked to my mom, and she, as always, gave me great advice. I need to move on...any suggestions how?

9:03pm
So, I am totally feeling invigorated (I pray this lasts longer than the other moments of "invigoration". Anywho, so after talking to my mom and listening to India.Arie, I feel so much more hopeful and smarter. As comfortable as ex is and as much as i want to fight, as India said, "it only hurts worse to fight it". So having said that I "lay down my pain and i'm moving on" because "I choose to be the best that I can be" and ALSO because "my past don't dictate who I am". Yep, just quoted 4 songs. Gotta it. Anywho, so I am really just ready to take this one day at a time and get to a happier place. I am so grateful for my wonderful friends and family though. They truly are one in a million. I guess I need to be grateful that i have such wonderful people in my life who have my back than to be so caught up on one person who doesn't at all define me. I still have love for ex, dont get me wrong, but ex deserves happiness just as much as I do. So! Having said that, its Jill Scott time to pump up my "mojo" because she says "what goes around really do come back around"

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