This AM i went and picked up my new keys in my apt. I am moving downstairs, so luckily there isn't much to move. Ex has been very weird today and it doesn't really make sense. I'm kind of just like, what are you getting so angry for?! Ex is mad because i've reached out to people about the situation, ex is all like, "i'm made out to seem like the bad guy". I'm like "dude, no you're not. All I do is tell them the situation, thats it. No one says you're a bad person or anything, they say 'Denita, move on and dont sit around being upset'." I don't know. Ex really doesn't know what ex wants and Denita is not about to sit around cry anymore over your indecisive $%*.

MOVING ON!
I went into my new apt and there are already 3 people in there and I am just like EEEK! I feel like i am totally invading their territory. No one is there since it is break and i am just so nervous to just walk in on their territory. I hope they are nice and accept me.

Anywho, so I went to get my check from Aldo today and those ^*$@$*% still haven't changed my pay to stock pay since i started the week before Thanksgiving and I was furious. I went off on the assistant manager (luckily she's cool and she's only 19 so ya know) because, quite frankly, it is BS. THEN they jipped me on 6 hours. THATS A LOT OF MONEY! I am just so over this place and as much as I want to quit, I have bills and I don't know if I could survive solely on work study. So we'll see how this pans out.

I am so excited to go to Witt tonight to hang out with my brothers. They are so fun. They've launched Operation: Swag Back so I can try to get my swagger back. LOL Gotta love 'em.

Anywho, so after I leave work today, thank God I don't have to go to job #2 tonight, so I am going to move my stuff into my new room, say bye & Happy New Year to ex, go work out, and head to Witt. It's kinda sad, but i guess this is what ex wants and what I need, so in the end, God's will will be done, regardless of if I agree with it. I have been reciting the Serenity prayer on repeat the past few days. Let me say it one mo' time:

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things that i can
and the wisdom to know the difference
AMEN

OK, I feel better.