DBRAZIEL's Dec 2006 CalorieKing Blog
So ready to get back!
Saturday, December 23rd 2006
I am so ready to get back to school. I mean I love being at moms house and all, but I MISS my controlled environment. I have been eating just to eat just because I can. But it gets old. I am ready to get back to my Raisin Bran and bananas. My chicken spaghetti. My broccoli. My fish. I miss it! I miss my fitness center! now granted, I don't HAVE to eat bad, but I guess I've chosen to eat carelessly and w/o discipline because i can. But it's stupid. I don't know how I could have ever eaten like th...I havent felt this feeling...ever
Thursday, December 21st 2006
So, I am probably having one of the worst days I've had in a long time. So, my ex and I (not the one I've been talking about, the most recent one) had been flirting and just kind of having a good time being "friends". We live together at school and still do a lot of things together (I let ex drive my car to work, is on my cell phone bill, whatever). Well, before I left for VA, ex was like "oh, this girl im talking to said something about coming to visit, but i'm not sure if she'll...VA Update!
Tuesday, December 19th 2006
So I've been having a lot of fun since I've been here! Visiting old friends has been fun and I'm already dreading leaving. Food-wise, it's been crap. i've done SO poorly. It doesn't seem to make any sense! I am so ready to get back home and get it back together! I justify it in my mind that "i'm on vacation, why not?!" I'm not really upset with myself, I'm just like I wish I could fast! hahaha It's been fun though! The old stuff I used to eat has been good - not worth it, but good. I ...Binge alert
Friday, December 15th 2006
I apologize in advance for any spelling errors.Wow - So I was doing SO well today! Having survived solely on fast food, I did pretty well! Then, I was tempted by a regular Roast beef sandwich my brother offered me. At first I said "no", then I said "what the hell" and I ate that. After that, I felt completely out of control. I went and ate another handful of wavy lays, a klondike sandwich, and a mini bowl of trix. Gross! I know I shouldn't have done that but at the same...
Weigh-In Day Magic
Thursday, December 14th 2006
Here's a picture of my twin brothers. Derrick and Desmond. Derrick (the younger one) is on the left, and Desmond is on the right. They are male versions of me, so you can only imagine how crazy things can get when we're all together!9:13am
So I weighed in this AM at 253.8 lbs, bringing the total to 42.2 lbs since I started September 19. That's a lot of weight! I am kind of excited that it has slowed to about 2 lbs a week, as it feels healthier. I was kind of sad last night though be...