Apparently everyone has gone back to normal today! This AM i went to work #2 and I was ready to quit (SO READY) but I decided to just stick it out for at least one more week and see if I'll be able to handle it. I already know the answer is no, but I just want to at least say I tried. This AM, I weighed myself and I was flippin 248.?? but I was like, "Denita's body, what on Earth is going on inside of there?!?!" I mean, I just don't like how despite my mediocre efforts at eating right/exercising, I'm still losing weight. Maybe I'm losing muscle, but it just kinda makes me feel less accomplished. I think I may have to start getting up earlier so I can go work out because I just don't seem to have enough time during the day and i don't really like working out at night. I am SO ready to get my refund check though so I can get my Xmas present to myself - 12 sessions with a personal trainer! I'm also going to buy a new bed. I can't wait. I can't believe I"m almost at the 50 lbs mark. It feels SO good! I can definitely see the difference and I am just like, "I am going to be SO SO SO sexy soon!". It feels great.

I am just in a fabulous mood today. I am SO excited to have this freedom now to just do whatever the hell I want. I love it. I am happy.

Oh, and I LOVE my new roomies! I actually live with a girl I used to work with and I like her so I am excited. This living situation is SO much less stressful and it feels more home-y. I look forward to the rest of this year.

Today classes started but I was too dumb to look up my schedule and i missed my lab today (oops). Luckily, it's just a lab though. I'll just go to class tomorrow.

Tomorrow is going to be SUCH a busy day! Ahhhh...life is so flippin good though.