Happy Friday Eve!

Un mas update
GOT MY (SCHOOL) REFUND TODAY! WAHOO!! I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START! Well, after my workout & class I'm going grocery shopping. YaY!

update
So I just made this before & after pic and I can't believe the difference! I know I've still got a ways to go, but I must say I'm proud of yourself. I have to remember though that I can't be complacent just because I've lost this. I have to keep going! Me & my diet buddy are planning a vacation this summer to celebrate. OK, I have nothing to do at work today. So I'll just surf CK for the next hour and a half.


So today was weigh-in day and I wasn't disappointed at all. I weighed in at exactly 249.0 (well, first I weighed in at 249.2 before I went to the bathroom for the 2nd time, then I decided to "push it to the limit" if you will, to see if that would bring it down - and it did). I'm glad to see that my body held onto what I ate yesterday. I ate like 1700 calories (which is a lot in my book) but I was so hungry that I knew as long as I was eating good foods and not just eating, it would be OK. So, hopefully within the next two weeks (next week would be even more fabulous) I will officially be down 50 lbs. I saw my next intermediate goal and it is 239.0 and I was just like, wow, that's so low! When i get there, I'll be -57 lbs!!! I can't believe I'm actually doing this! I keep doubting myself like "do you really think you can do this?!" and I've proved to myself that I can, I'm just so scared of failing & letting myself & my family down. I HAVE TO PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I CAN DO THIS!

Anywho, so today is a good day so far. I have to work until 4 at my fabulous work study job (which I love so so much). Then i'm going to go work out for about an hour. THEN I'm going to the library to rush-read my 10 pages for Spanish & then go to class. Whew! Can I breathe today?! I may go to Witt this weekend, I love hanging with my brothers. They are so fun. I really need to cut back on drinking though, and that's one thing Witt is not good for. I am so glad I am in control of my drinking now. A couple years ago, I'd drink til I threw up, black out, and wake up the next day feeling embarassed. Now, i feel a lot more in control and it feels so good. My sophomore year in college, I was a borderline alcoholic. I drank for no reason, in my room by myself, any day of the week. I was so depressed and angry. Ironically, this is the same year I lost 40 lbs. I'm so glad my life is back to "normal".

Alright, I need to hurry up & finish my Raisin Bran so I can do some work...sike!
(Am I the only person who still says sike?! Probably.)