Hola mis amigos favoritos

Yea, I'm practicing my spanish. I'm still not very good. So this AM I put in my 2 week notice and my boss says, "Oh ok, well thats cool, because we actually hired someone who wants to do stock" So I'm like, "uh, were you going to fire me then?!" so thank God I did that today. Money may be a little tight, but I'll manage I'm sure. After I gave my notice me and ex went to Walmart, and after getting in argument in the mens section that went on for 30 minutes and a faux-faint by ex (lol - it was pretty dramatic) we proceeded to enjoy the rest of the shopping trip. I got a new desk, a book shelf (that i may take back), a floor lamp, a body pillow (yay!), and all kinds of other goodies. Then we went to Qdoba and I proceeded to consume nearly 800 flippin calories. 800!! At first I wasn't going to work out but once i logged everything I figured there's no way in hell that I don't work out today. Booooooo. Oh well. I really just want to wash my hair because it rained today and my hair is like a wet dog and it's all matted but oh well. I gotta get my fitness in.

So this AM I weighed myself and first it was 247.6. Then I stepped on again just for confirmation and it was 246.0. Then I stepped on again because usually the 3rd one is the most accurate, and it said 246.0. So I'm not even really trippin because it's the day after weigh in and i still have 6 more days til its "official" that I'm -50 but I COULDNT BELIEVE THE SCALE SAID 246!!. I really just have to stay focused. I don't feel as "in control" as I felt prior to the Xmas break, but I can feel myself getting there. grocery shopping last night was sort of botched. I've figured I can't grocery shop and talk on the phone at the same time. I got up to the cashier and she was ringing stuff and I'm like "when did i put that in here?!" Yea. it wasn't a bad trip though. I got some good things (no ground turkey though - booo). I hate Meijers. maybe I'll go to Aldi's later or something.

Unfortunately, I have no plans this weekend, which is pooh. I was thinking about going to visit my bros, but they don't seem to have anything going on, but we'll see. Today is my dad's birthday and I keep procrastinating to call him. I need to do it before I completely forget. I think I am going to buy him a card, have my brothers and I sign it and send it to him. I think he'd appreciate that.

So, I bought this stinkin Tae Bo DVD and I have YET to do it. I don't really have room in my room for all that double-time madness, so we'll see if/when it gets used. I really wish I hadn't eaten that Qdoba. I don't feel satisfied at all. I woulda been happier with my stinkin Raisin Bran & banana. Oh well. It's all about trial & error, right?! (It was good though)

update
Yea, I'm not working out today. It's too damn gloomy for all that nonsense. I'm just going to go home and re-arrange my room. That sounds more fun. Oh yea, and continue to starve to death. I feel SO DAMN STUPID about eating that Qdoba. I'm trying to conserve my calories, but I mean it is 4:45 so I mean in about 3 hours I'll be eating dinner anyways. Grrrr...f*** you calories!

Anywho, I think i'm going to start a little daily countdown too. This one is to...I don't know what day. Either my birthday or Memorial Day. Let's say Memorial Day since it's further down the line. So with that said...that is...I don't know. I'll figure it out later.

OK, I figured it out. It's 143 days. So tomorrow will be 142 days til Memorial Day. That's a good little motivator. I'm excited now. I just hope i remember the countdown tomorrow. LoL