Day 3 of 143
This AM I was 246.2. Not shabby. I'm just trying to stay even at 246.0 for Thursday's weigh-in so it can be official. I woke up in a crappy mood from last night. Just not in a good mood. i think I am also going to start blogging in livejournal because blogging has seemed to be a great release for me. So in addition to CK, I am going to be using livejournal too (no worries, i won't jip my s out of any excitement). Today is going to be such a long day. Work from 9 - 12. Class from 12:15 - 5:50, work (Aldo) 6ish - close. Long Long Long. Pray that I have the strength to get through the day without a)cussing ex out b)crying or c)both.

1:40 pm
My Biology of food class is really interesting! I didn't even have to read the first chapter because it was pretty much a recap of everything ive learned from CK (with a few more technical things). Ex and I didn't speak in the class, nor sit by each other which I think was good. As someone on CK said, you just gotta take it one choice at a time, one day at a time. And thats what i'm doing. I only have 8 more hours til my day is over! Can't wait. Blah I wish I didn't have to go to job 2. Luckily i only have like 2 more days left. Yay. I'm going to be OK.

9:43pm
So my day is OVER - Thank God. I hate my 2nd job so much, I can't wait to be done with that place. I talked to my mom about my car & her "friend" said that it's probably just a cylinder misfiring. I hope thats what it is. He said that it shouldn't be too expensive (I don't know what too expensive means). So I'm going to pray about that tonight. I've been doing lots of praying lately. I don't consider myself Christian, but I do consider myself very spiritual. I believe in...something. Not necessarily a diety or anything like that, just something. So I really hope I can get my car together this weekend. I don't want my baby to die! I my car. It's a 97 Ford Taurus named Penny and i love it. I hope I can get my baby the medicine it needs! Alright, gotta get ready for bed. Toodles!