Enough with the excuses! I'm getting back on track!!! If anything, this break taught me that I do NOT want to be reckless anymore! It feels weird. It's like, you eat these crappy foods and it's like "here's more hard work going down the drain". I mean, my weight has stayed the same ,but it's like "why stay the same when you can go DOWN?! I dunno, I'm ready to get back on the bandwagon. One difference I'm going to make though is that I'm going to attempt to ENJOY this process now instead of looking at it as a chore. I've also changed my goals a little - well, not really. I can do this!

Anywho, so my brothers turn 21 in 2 weeks and I feel so OLD!!!! I hate the 3 weeks after their birthday, because we're all the same age for 3 weeks. But gross! Every year they get older III get older! I'm not ready for aging. LoL Can I retire?

I got these patent leather pumps yesterday and I was so angry because I got my $20 pumps from Payless, and then I went to Burlington Coat Factory and saw the SAME shoe with a better heel for $15!! I figure maybe I should just be happy with the shoes I have now since Burlington is 20 mins away. But I reaaallly want the other ones! Ugh, dilemmas.

ANDDDDD I can't wait to get my Fed refund so I can get my digital camera!! I am most excited about that. I'm going to upload pictures every 5 seconds. Oh yay for pictures. So excited.

This Thursday I find out if I get the CA job. I'm nervous but I'm not nervous. I don't know if I expect I'm going to get it or If I'm really just apathetic, I just am not stressing. I'd rather just know and get it over with. Oh well!!!

I need to go GROCERY SHOPPING today!!! yay. I think if I have more food I won't want to eat like pooh. Having quality food is KEY to this! Oh, and maybe a little working out too. LoL

Anywho, I'll quit babbling! I CLEARLY have nothing important to say. Later gators!

7:30pm
I just made some of the best spaghetti I've had in quite some time. Instead of using ground turkey or diced chicken breast, I used some turkey italian sausage. I added mushrooms & onions and used Ronzoni Rotini instead of the spaghetti. WOW! It's is amazingly filling! Then on the side, I had broccoli with spray butter & some lemon juice - ugh, fab. Earlier today I went to [gasp] McD's and ate like absolute doo-doo, and after that, I just said "Enough". I knew that it was the limit. I'm happy to be back on top of things with this first meal! And, on top of that, I may not even be over my calories too much today. I've got goals and by golly, I'm going to meet them!

Quote of the hour:
The only thing that can stop me from success is the voices in my head telling me I'm destined to fail