DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing blog
Monday, Feb 19 2007 - Get it together
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OK, so I need a new countdown to a worth goal: my birthday. Lord knows I wanna be extra spicy on my birthday. So, we shall start anew. Day 1 of 49!! Yay! I 
it because 49 is one of my favorite numbers!!! Hopefully I can actually stick to this countdown. No, I WILL stick to this countdown!
So today is a new day. Back on the plan. Kicking all the old demons in the nuts and telling them I don't need them. Pushing myself to go back to the gym. Ya know, it's funny that when I am consistently working out, I don't mind going to the gym. But once I take days off I hate going to the gym. I think its because I am scared to see how out of shape I am. It's only been a week so hopefully there's nothing to be ashamed of. Oddly, Mondays are my tough days (Arc Trainer & Kickboxing) so hopefully it'll be just the kick I needed to get back on track!
As much as I want to say "Damn, I wish I hadn't gotten off track" I think that some things you have to accept as inevitable. I think I needed to get off track in a weird, not-so-true way so that I could re-determine my mindset and make sure that i was doing this the right way for the right reasons. I can do this. I know I can. Like I said yesterday, The only thing keeping me away from success are the voices in my head telling me I'm destined to fail. I think I said it better yesterday, but it is SO true!! The only thing stopping me is me.
One of my roommates has been annoying the crap out of me lately. She is sooooo nosey! Every time I'm cooking, she's always like "what are you cooking [now]"? or if I'm leaving, "where are you off to?" or if "is [ex] coming over tonight?" I'm like DUDE! IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! Part of me really wants the CA job just so I don't have to worry about living with her! Actually, I may just move apartments and live in the Village (a Campus efficiency). It's my own room and my own space. We'll see, I guess I really won't know what kind of decision to make until Thursday (CA decision day --- EEK!)
Alright, I gotta go to class. WRITE MORE LATER! Have a fabulous day!!
it because 49 is one of my favorite numbers!!! Hopefully I can actually stick to this countdown. No, I WILL stick to this countdown!So today is a new day. Back on the plan. Kicking all the old demons in the nuts and telling them I don't need them. Pushing myself to go back to the gym. Ya know, it's funny that when I am consistently working out, I don't mind going to the gym. But once I take days off I hate going to the gym. I think its because I am scared to see how out of shape I am. It's only been a week so hopefully there's nothing to be ashamed of. Oddly, Mondays are my tough days (Arc Trainer & Kickboxing) so hopefully it'll be just the kick I needed to get back on track!
As much as I want to say "Damn, I wish I hadn't gotten off track" I think that some things you have to accept as inevitable. I think I needed to get off track in a weird, not-so-true way so that I could re-determine my mindset and make sure that i was doing this the right way for the right reasons. I can do this. I know I can. Like I said yesterday, The only thing keeping me away from success are the voices in my head telling me I'm destined to fail. I think I said it better yesterday, but it is SO true!! The only thing stopping me is me.
One of my roommates has been annoying the crap out of me lately. She is sooooo nosey! Every time I'm cooking, she's always like "what are you cooking [now]"? or if I'm leaving, "where are you off to?" or if "is [ex] coming over tonight?" I'm like DUDE! IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! Part of me really wants the CA job just so I don't have to worry about living with her! Actually, I may just move apartments and live in the Village (a Campus efficiency). It's my own room and my own space. We'll see, I guess I really won't know what kind of decision to make until Thursday (CA decision day --- EEK!)
Alright, I gotta go to class. WRITE MORE LATER! Have a fabulous day!!
4 comments so far.
4.
a decade ago
You can do this sweet cheeks! I am with you every step!
:kiss:
by MOM22SONZ
3.
a decade ago
Have a fabulous day too Denita
=D 
:y:
I love your countdown plan by the way
by MELANIEG
2.
a decade ago
by ISABELLE82
1.
a decade ago
I hated having roommates in college. I never dealt well living with other females. Get to the gym and rock that Arc Trainer!!!!
:y:
by CYNTHIALS