7:15pm
I hate having roommates. So in my apt, if there's an issue, the only way people know how to communicate is by leaving poorly written notes taped to the refridgerator or above the trash can. It's like, first of all, your manuscript is ugly. Secondly, if you want a solution, the way to go about it and get a solution is NOT by being rude and disrespectful to your roommates. Thirdly, if you have something to discuss, TALK ABOUT IT! This one girl (the girl I used to work with) has reported missing tupperware and she leaves these notes like "whoever used my tupperware better replace it" [she has the lids but not the bottoms].

My other roommate who always complains about no one else taking out the trash made this ugly sign-out sheet for us to "sign" every time we take out the trash. I mean really, is all of that necessary? First of all, you're in college. Things will go missing. Unless the tupperware was handed down from your grandma's grandma, shut up and spend $2 on some new freakin tupperware. [on a side note about the tupperware, this one day, in a fit of rage, this girl posted all these y signs all over the kitchen about not doing the dishes and all this other hoopla. During this fit, she put ALL of her tupperware in her room so no one else can use it. At this same time she asked us for the same tupperware and apparently no one a)remembers where it is or b)is NOT going to replace them!!]

I mean, you've already taken your tupperware out of the kitchen, so what else is there to do?! I'm almost tempted to just spend my own $2 to shut her whiney ass up. Then it's like, if you have an issue with the trash being taken out, why don't you just address us all as adults and say "hey, sometimes i feel like i'm the only one who takes out the trash so, if you see the trash overflowing, can you take it out?" That must be far too difficult. I swear, girls just act so dumb sometimes. That's why I just stay in my room with the door closed and try to kill 'em with kindness.

I just don't get why my roommates don't compromise and don't COMMUNICATE! I want to post a sign just about being courteous and respectful of each other, but I feel like that would defeat the purpose. Plus, it's like why embarass yourself when our friends come over and see all of your stupid little signs?! If you're going to make a sign, type it and put some graphics on it. Make it purrty. Make me feel good about being berated by my roommates!! I swear, these b!tche$ have lost their minds.

On a side note, today I got on the ball again. I totally let myself go this past week and that's a whole 'nother story, but I was productive today and it feels really good. I'm through with the damage. It's time to take care of me!! [i'll get into all teh emotional $h!t some other time]

Anywho, it's off to make some dinner and try not to shoot my roommates. How long until next year?!?! Later!!!

earlier
Tonight I just pulled a 6 page paper out of my ass in two and a half hours. I was too thrilled. Now all I have to do is study for bio tonight and im good to go My eating has remained fairly ty, with the exception of yesterday, but I'm trying not to get too distraught. It's my fault and I'm the only one who can fix it. So...I WILL! Tomorrow is a new day and Lord knows I need to save money. I forgot how expensive eating out is. Whew. So I quit. That was supposed to be my "lent" item, or whatever you call it. I'm re-committed. I will continue! I will get through this weird period! I will finish this quarter strong! I've really just kinda just "gone with teh flow" and I haven't really "tried" with school or this process. I need to make an effort. Stop being lazy. Stop just "getting by" and being complacent. Even though this quarter won't be the best, it better not be the worst! I guess i just gotta suck it up! I'm a CA next year and I can't let my grades slip so I won't even get a chance to START! Time to buckle down. Anywho, have a fabulous day! Here's a new pic of my fab short hair! I it!!