I am completely and totally overwhelmed right now. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but there is just SO much going on/to look forward to that I can't think straight!

So, today I got a call from the community director in the building I'll be CAing in and he asked me if I could start my position ASAP. After taking 30 seconds to think about it, i told him OF COURSE! I mean, sure I haven't had any kind of training, but I figured I don't have any excuse good enough to not take advantage of this opportunity. He went on to tell me that when he hired at my assignment, he did it knowing that the girl who has it now was leaving and he figured I'd be able to take on the job. On top of that, they want me to move in ASAP so this weekend I will be busy packing AGAIN (I just moved into the apt I am in now in January) so I can move into the dorm. On top of that, I had prepared myself to live in dorm life when I was in maintenance but NOW that I'm going early I have the task of eating healthy while living in a dorm. This. is. interesting. I don't have any doubts about whether I can do it, I just wasn't ready to give up cooking so quickly! I guess a plus is I can always go to my friend's apartment and cook there and then refridgerate it but MAN! It's all happening so fast! So this weekend, on top of getting ready for finals, I have to re-pack all my stuff and get ready to move and THEN get ready for Spring Break. It just seems like a lot. I am so nervous but anxious and excited.

I went shopping for some new jeans because my jeans are all too loose and non-feminine but I'm having trouble getting into the next size because I have loose skin on my thighs! I've been trying to figure out why 17s weren't fitting because when I was 230-240 previously, I could fit into a 16 but now I'm seeing its because I have some extra skin thats not letting me pull them up. If I could get liposuction on those damn things I'd be a happy camper. It's annoying. I found a pair of 17s at Kohls that actually kinda fit (after tugging and jumping) but I didn't get them because I wasn't quite sold. But then after trying on more and being far less successful than having success, I quit. I really want a nice pair of jeans for when I get home but I'm getting frustrated. I may have to bite the bullet and just get some from Torrid. They are just so expensive there. Oh well, we'll see. There are these skirts in style now that are SO cute! I saw some at Kohls that were to die for. I may have to get one to wear with my black pumps. We'll see as the cash flow rolls in.

Alright, I gotta start/finish this paper. Wish me luck!!


30 days left


Happy Friday CK Lovelies!!!


There's not too much excitement going on over here today. Just trying to get a lot of my schoolwork done (with a good amount of success!) So here's my ever so fabulous schedule for the day:
12:15 - 1:00 Gym
1:00 - 1:30 Bookstore(?)
1:30 - 2:00 Lunch
2:00 - 5:00 Work
5:00 - ?? Library


Sounds fun right?!?!?! Anywho, wish I had more to write but I need to keep it moving!!