This weekend has been interesting.

Friday I found out I will be starting the CA position when I get back from Spring break as opposed to next year. I guess what happened was they placed me in a spot they figured would probably be empty at the end of spring quarter because the old CA got a new job so they wanted me to fill in. So, i am moving into my new assignment Tuesday and I have a staff meeting tomorrow night. It really seems very overwhelming right now, but I know that it is going to be worth it. I am really hoping the school will give me my money that was supposed to go to my room & board but for some reason I have a feeling the school is going to be stingy and try to steal it (yes, i said steal). I have a lot of stuff i am going to have to get for my CA room so I'm really praying i get that money! I'm looking forward to it! Needless to say, after being uber stressed and overwhelmed, I eventually calmed down and was in the library until 11.

Saturday I had a FABULOUS workout. 60 mins of Cardio (45 Arc Trainer & 15 on the treadmill) plus 20 mins of weights and it was very fulfilling. Later, I went shopping for jeans and found some that i LOVE (They are a little long though, I wonder how much it would cost to get them hemmed??). Even though the jeans are 18s, i'm not upset. I think i need to stop being so fixated on being a certain size and just be happy they fit! Later,me and a friend went to dinner at Friday's. At first I was going to be "good", then I just said "live a little, have fuN!". needless to say, I ate A LOT!! The free Cinnadunkers we got because they messed up her order topped it all off! lol After that we went to her friend's house and played Spades for like 5 hours. It was fun, even though I got a smidge inebriated. Oddly, I was drinking diluted liquor so it was weird that I was so...inebriated! After SHE drove us home, I told her I'd "treat" her to McDonalds...and of course myself! I got my usual drunk McDemons and after a long night, eventually took my crazy drunk ass to sleep.

Today, I was hurtin a little but I sucked it up and got up at 12 so i can be productive. I went shopping with ex and managed to spend all kinds of money I didn't know i had. needless to say, now i'm broke. lol Oh well, you'll have that. I got some frozen foods so I won't have to worry about meals for the time being. I'm still kind of overwhelmed with all the CA stuff so I know 1) i won't have time to cook and 2)I'll be sans kitchen effective Tuesday! So yea, i'm excited an nervous.

Now, I'm in the library (It's 8:30and I have been since I believe 4:15) getting $h!t accomplished! All I have left to do is make index cards for my Urban Studies test tomorrow! Hopefully I can at least get a B on it. i am struggling in this class. Man. Luckily I've done fairly well on my writing assignments so they should carry me through the course!

I am just ready to ge home to my black mama! I gave hera bad guilt trip today about not coming to visit me and I feel really bad now. I hope she doesn't really feel bad. I was just joking. My mom is sensitive so I guess I should know better than to give her the guilt tripperoo.

Things I'm excited about:

starting the CA job ASAP

possibly getting a huge chunk of change for my apt!

Spring break with my mom AND dad!

Meeting Monica (MNOWAC) over spring break

Being 65 lbs lighter

turning 22 in less than a month (i know, I'm OLD! )

becoming more confident

being grateful for a fabulous life!!


Have a great end of the sabbath, my CK lovelies!!