12 more days til my 22nd aka Retirement!!!

Today has been a fabulous day! OK, not really all that great, but there has been NOTHING to complain about. Got on the scale this AM: 235. Not bad considering the damage done the week prior!! I went to all of my classes today and I finally got my license and debit card!! Apparently, I also forgot my stinkin water bottle (its pretty much an extension of my hand) and some jewelry. My mom was even nice enough to send my Fiber One cereal . I guess I can't be mad at moms anymore.

Anywho, after Spanish, I went to workout and what an amazing workout it was! I did my usual Arc Trainer today for 45 mins but I made an effort to push myself. Usually the machine will say I burned 620 or 630 but TODAY it said 730!! I was feelin great! So then I went to the treadmill to do my "usual" 15 mins extra and after walking at 4.0 for 5 mins, I [gasp] RAN for 10 minutes straight at 5.3/5.5!! Then I actually did the cooldown 5 minutes at 3.5. The last time i did it I figured it was a fluke because I was on a crappy tready but I did it again which means i can do it! I love to push myself to see what I can really do. Then, after the gym I walked home. Not like it was far, but still, a large feat in itself!!

Then, I got home and got the e-mail reminder that "my refund has been processed" which means I should get it by FRIDAY!!! Which is even MORE fabulous because I also get paid on Friday (I mean, its not much considering I only worked 2 days this pay period, but it's something!!). So now I can get the car fixed (hopefully it won't be too pricey - but at least I can afford it) and HOPEFULLY do a little spoiling of the self! So I'm feeling fab-u-lous!

Yesterday was the first floor meeting and a whopping 5 people showed up. It was almost embarssing because my community director was there and I was like "damn, this blows". Well, at first there were only 2 ppl but after waiting a few minutes, he went knocking on doors and I followed suit (note to self: be proactive, not reactive!!). Three more ppl came afterwards and I proceeded to have my meeting! I think it went fairly successfully despite the crowd. My supe(rvisor) said that I did well and I had a lot of energy and he was "glad he hired me". Gotta comments like those!! I bought candy for the meeting (starbursts & Reeses) & afterwards there were tons left over. Well, I proceeded to consume humongous amounts of both Reeses & Starbursts until my mouth couldn't take combo of strawberry/cherry & peanut butter. It's weird though. when I have "binges", its like I talk to myself while i do it. I don't stop, but I talk to myself. Like yesterday, I was like "you're not hungry, you can stop, but the frozen reeses are so good! I know I should not reward myself with food. I will not feel better about this in the morning. Those frozen reeses sure are good though..." Yea, it was a counterproductive talk to self.

Anywho, I'm sitting here in my sweaty madness & I need to shower before I go on duty!! Hope everyone had a fabulous day!!!


8:33pm
HAHA! ANTM was so great tonight! Those girls ALL looked like definite dudes!!! Wow, those makeup artists are fab-u-lous! The shoot tonight cracked me the f*** up! I think this season is going to be fab. I'm not going to lie, they have two plus-sized girls, but they both are...average. Can we PLEASE get a FABULOUS plus-sized model on there who could actually WIN?!?! I think that's what I'm for! ANTM here I come!!!!