being on duty on weekends SUCKS! OK, it's really not that bad. I just enjoy the freedom to come and go as I please and not have to sit around waiting for someone to be drunk or fight or whatever. BO-RING!!

So the final cost of the car = $805.35. Yea, so there went a majority of my refund. Luckily, as I stated before, I had the money to do it so it's not so bad. I'm just going to have to save my money more than I expected and NOT spend it frivalously as I previously wanted to! I do still, however, want to get my nails done but we'll see. I mean, my birthday IS next Monday (april 9th for all those who don't know yet )!!!!

Well, yesterday, my eating went to HELL!!! And when I say hell, I mean hell. It was HORRID!! I just was like f*** it, my car costs as much as tuition, I'm about to eat like pooh. The scale this morning sure showed I paid. I woke up this morning and while my equilibrium was a little off and I had to re-get myself in control of my food, somehow I managed. I went to Meijer and I got some bagels (I haven't had a bagel that's not a McDonald's Sausage Egg & Cheese Bagel since I started this!!) and some fat free strawberry cream cheese. I think that may be tomorrow's breakfast. I also got a some turkey breakfast sausage that i ate for breakfast today w/ a whole wheat English muffin & these prepackaged egg patties & f.f. cheese =
which reminds me...
Last night I went to Super Wally World and they had some amazingly cool stuff! Fun things I got:

prepackaged egg patties (60g of fat, 4g of fat)

roll of turkey breakfast sausage $1.57

fully cooked grilled chicken strips

real bacon bits & pieces

"Savory Seasoned" Jennie-o Turkey Burgers $4.00

fruit cups sweetened with splenda

genetically-giantized Braeburn apples (they are like 1lb apples - no lie)

and other magically delicious things I can't think of.


It's really good to have food now. I feel like my equilibrium is back together. Anywho, this afternoon I got the OK to go workout so I went and did my usual. I didn't run with the ease I usually do, but I managed to do 10 minutes of running and 10 minutes of walking in spurts. I'm glad I got it done today because i initially wasn't going to. I'm kind of upset because I'm not sure if I'll be able to sign up for a PT like I orignially planned because of the car but we'll see. I might just have to get fewer sessions. Anywho, i gotta go check in so I can do my rounds. Later gators!!

8:02pm
So, I'm sitting here, bored out of my mind, and I am starting to get really sad about my birthday coming. I mean, I know it's not -as my dad says- a weekly corronation (esp?) or whatever, but I do still get excited about birthdays. I just feel kinda like, "eh, whatever." I feel like such a brat because I'm not looking forward to my birthday, but I really feel like it's going to SUCK. Monday I have to do my regular (class & work) so the actual birthday won't be anything exciting but i'm not even excited about the weekend. My mom is coming up for the weekend and she says she's coming up to see me, but i know it'll eventually be about my brothers. And i'm kinda salty with my mom because she KNOWS i just spent $800 on my car and she STILL wants money from me. I just don't get it. I don't want to be bothered by anyone on my birthday. Just leave me the f*** alone. Really. I mean, yea, it's not even for another week but I really wish it wasn't coming. I'm in such a bad mood right now, can you tell? Later.