9:44pm
So I chinesed. Yea, it wasn't even that good, but I'm learning something about my urge to splurge. When I get stressed financially, I always want to eat my feelings. Financial stress is an issue I have yet to deal with because I feel like I'm always experiencing it! I'm going to figure it out.

I had a really good workout today. Kicked my 20 minute run's ass in the gonads. Ok, a little graphic, but I did! It felt really good to push myself. Afterwards, I ruined a perfectly good workout with Chinese, but you know what, you'll have that! I'm not too disappointed in myself. There's always...Monday.

So instead of my friend coming down (she bailed...BOO! still her though), I'm going to hang out with my bros! That's cheaper, so I'm sure that'll be loads of fun! I love spending time with them, guess the G-O-D works in mysterious ways!

So the only fun thing on tonight's agenda is dying my hair back to black!! I'm so excited! I love black hair and I'm sick of this blonde ish. I'm ready! I'll post a pic tomorrow when I'm all uber cute. Yay!

I my CK family. I know that's random, but I know that every time I get on here I check my lies' pages to make sure that everyone is having a good day and that everyone is keeping the faith. I get so much strength from reading everyone else's journey, that it seems to give me an extra nudge to stay on mine! Oh, where would I be without CK?

Ok, enough moosh. Intervention is on in t-minus 10 minutes! Good night lovelies!!



After my pseudo-"binge" last night, I was fairly for sure that the scale would be up to at least 224ish, but it was still 223.0. Same as yesterday. I feel like the body Gods gave me a free pass on Go, so why would I want to screw that up. Also, I'm just not necessarily in the mood for chinese right now. I just want to take care of my body today, esp. knowing that tomorrow it will all go to shambles. Plus, with limited funds, if I'm going to go all out, I need to budget "going all out". lol We'll see. Today has started off on a fairly good note. For some reason, I had this dream that I had to make signs or something with vibrant yellow boards by 9:30 (when I have to wake up) and I ended up waking up earlier because the dream was too stressful, if that makes sense. Anywho, so I got to watch Dr. Keith Ablow this AM which I and some Tyra. I told my brother that once I get to my goal weight, I'm selling myself. My goal would be to be on Tyra. I love Tyra Banks for some reason. She's a little vain sometimes, but I just love her because she makes no apologies for being Tyra. Anywho, I'm excited.

So my bio test is about 2.5 hours away so I guess I should study. Toodles!!


2:35 pm
So the bio test went...OK. I studied during office hours and I think I did alright - we'll see though. I went to Wendy's for lunch - pretty exciting, NOT. I feel this weird emptiness that i usually feel when i feel a binge coming on so i'm going to ignore it for the time being. I'm going to the gym tonight so hopefully that will alleviate this weird feeling. I also got my eczema medicine today and that is UBER exciting! It doesn't burn or anything!I hope it works. Anywho, I gotta work! Later gators!!!