Although not as serene as yesterday (post-run), today's been fairly relaxing too. Another day has gone by and I have not weighed. I'm excited, yet nervous. I'm excited because it feels like I'm actually living when I'm not stepping on the scale every morning. I'm nervous because I'm afraid whenever I do get back on I'll be disappointed. I didn't get a chance to go workout today because I had a study session for Math (which was UBER helpful) but I may do some Tae Bo again tonight. I did Tae Bo last night and it was AWESOME. I wish I had the resistance band they used but it was fun! For some reason Billy was pretty inspirational. There was this one lady on the side who looked too tired for her own good and she kept making these "are you serious?!" faces and it was pretty entertaining. The only thing that sucks is I live on the 3rd floor so I try to tread quietly while I'm doing it, but the ppl below me will just have to deal.

Another day has passed where I'm not thinking about food every five minutes. I've been trying to keep myself busy and AWAY from my food so I won't feel like such a slave to it. Earlier I was bored so instead of sitting in my room, I decided to take down all the decorations in my hall (which I think was exercise in itself). It took me an hour! It's OK though, it kept me busy.

Another day has passed where I'm OK being single (for now). I had a talk with one of my residents last night that made me feel pretty good and it gave me a new insight into relationships and friendships. I guess I'm going to need to take some of his advice and just worry about me first and not look for something that just isn't meant to happen right now. I'm a good girl, I just have to convince myself of that.

Tomorrow AM I'm getting up to run and then go to the gym. I'm really really nervous about the outdoor run idea, esp in the AMs (i don't really like running in the AM) but I need to get to steppin if I have a race in less than three weeks!

Ya know what's the worst? Knowing TOM is coming and you can't just force it to hurry up so you can get it over with...you just gotta wait so things are on TOMS TERMS!...I hate TOM

Alright, I'm going upstairs to wait until its time to check in for duty. So glad this weekend is OVER!!!


Later!!