"Uh, and another one!" Can't you hear B.I.G. saying that?! Yea, must be my weird humor.

I got up early today (although I really didn't want to) and went to work out. I didn't realize it but this stinkin race has crept up on me so I've really gotta buckle down and get focused. Last night I went to the gym and had a GREAT run. 3.74mi in 45 min, 3.1 in 36:35 I went at like 8:30pm. I was just DETERMINED to get a workout in! Then I went this morning at like 7, and it wasn't NEARLY as good as yesterday's. Today's run was 3.40mi in 45 min, 3.1 in 39:25 . While it wasn't as fast as yesterday's, I was still proud of myself because I stuck it out and I finished. Usually, I'll cut it short because I'll be tired but I was determined to prove to myself that even if I'm tired I CAN finish and that's what I did, even if a 5 year old on a Tricycle could have done it twice as fast. I think it was also probably slow because I ran more than seven miles in less than 12 hours and I don't think my body is quite used to that yet. I know my legs were AND are feeling pretty rough after this AM's workout.

Ya know what, this weekend was AWESOME. I didn't do SQUAT, but I feel like I learned a lot about myself this weekend. I feel like I didn't let weight loss control my life and I was to put a lot into perspective in terms of what I value too much and what I value too little. I don't think I can go into as much detail as there is in my head, but -for the time being, however transient it may be - I am growing and loving every minute of it.

On a more vain note, I AM SO CUTE TODAY!! I'm gonig to have to get my co-worker to take a picture because I just feel like a DI-VA!! I did my hair, put on some makeup, and I have on a kinda short skirt(classy short guys, not hooker short) and a tee and a khaki jacket with some espadrilles (sic) and I am lookin NICE! I'm pretty damn hot.

VA TIME IS ALMOST HERE! A litle over a month! Wahoo!!! I can't freakin wait! I'll probably gain 10lbs while I'm there, but it's OK, you'll have that Amie!

Anywho, I guess I'm going to pretend to be interested at work now. Later my lovelies!!