So last night was a good good night. Ended up going to the club with one of my friends and it was a pretty good time. [sorry moms out there] but I was pretty drunk. [i'm young, give me a break! i still enjoy being reckless] and this morning I woke up still drunk and so I was forced to go to Qdoba and get a burrito And then we had a program and the supervisor MADE us order pizza. So yea, that's my food in a nutshell. Oh, and I forgot about that Frosty Float this morning damn, oh well, you'll have that! I guess I've got a lot of work to do!

Anywho, so I'm SO EXCITED for this upcoming weekend! Lauren is calling off of work on Friday to come down here and be here for my race! Then after the race we're going to Columbus for some partying and fun. I really like lauren and I think that we could have something good and neither of us are trying to rush anything but sometimes you can't help chemistry! When he gets here, we're going to talk about A LOT of stuff in terms of "us" and some things on his end that will need to change and/or be clarified before anything changes in our relationship. Lauren has been incredibly open to doing things differently and really trying to make me feel like I'm the most important girl (which is really big for him) and that he'll do anything for me to prove that he's worthy and I really appreciate it. I am excited and happy and hopeful that this time things WILL work.

Other than that, I'm tired, I want to sleep, and I have to be up at 7 in the morning. Oh well, somehow I manage to get it!