So today is the second of day classes and I already missed the first one. I got to the building and COMPLETELY forgot where the class was! So yea. I emailed the professor so hopefuly I didn't miss anything too important.

I am moving on from Lauren easier than expected. She turned out to be such a nasty, disrespectful, vile person and I guess the more her true colors come out it makes it a little easier but its still like I remember the good side and sorta miss it, but this too shall pass. On Lauren's myspace, her ex (whom I hate and she hates me and we openly do not get along) wrote this comment on her page (comments are public for those who don't know myspace) saying "you and her weren't meant to be ive been trying to get you to see that all along, God has his way of helping you throw out the trash to make way for something good. Love you baby." I'm like, really, you vile ?! How in the WORLD do you have the right to call ME trash when you're a morbidly obese 26 year old with NO JOB who lives with your mother and TEN OTHER PEOPLE (no bs) and is addicted to drugs?! Oh, and you also handle your business on myspace. Then, I called Lauren and askd her about it and her first reaction was she laughed. Then she says "well if youre not trash you shouldn't be upset by it." Then, she goes on to say, "you can't get mad at me for what other people do/say. If you have an issue, bring it up with her." Now mind you, she's been trying to convince me that we should not break up, but why in the HELL would I stay or even consider staying with someone like that?!?!? Like I said, Lauren turned out to be a vile disaster and as far as I'm concerned, she and I have nothing left to talk about. What a loser. Lauren and her exes are losers. They deserve each other.

Whatever. It's still time for me to move on. As much as I wanted to write this/these girls a message and go off, I'm a better person than them and I know that they can say what they want but I'm a better person without people like that in my life. I guess in reality i just didn't want to be single again. I wanted Lauren to be what I've been looking for and she just wasn't. Well, at times she was but i need someone like that 100% of the time. Oh well I guess.

Anywho, so i need to go to the gym tonight. I didn't go this morning although i wanted to so im going to have to make time to go tonight after my second class. Baahhhhh. I think if I take care of my body it will essentially bring me back from this stupid situation. STUUUUPPPIIIIIDDDDD.

Anywho, time to get back to business. I'll probably write more later because dammit i'm a blogging queen [not really].