I'm not used to seeing 9am. After going to sleep at 4am and waking up at 2pm for nearly seven weeks, it's a tough pattern to break. I had Spanish this morning and I was so moody because it was so early and the LAST thing I want to do first thing in the morning is speak Spanish. Then I went to my second class and it turns out we only meet three times this quarter and today is not one of those days. So I came back and made 3 pcs of turkey bacon, 2 scrambled eggs and some instant grits. I feel like I should go to the gym today but I'm so nervous. I want to go, but I don't. Right now, my excuse is I don't feel like dealing with the New Years rush. My eating has gotten somewhat better, but it's like after I eat something bad, I just say f*** it and binge like tomorrow ain't comin'. I haven't heard from Jon today regarding going out tonight, but I know I'll be so sad if we don't end up going. I talked to him last night and everything seems to be as scheduled but I'm waiting to hear from him so I can know what time he'll be here.


QUESTION: WOULD IT BE INAPPROPRIATE TO TAKE PICTURES ON A FIRST DATE???

So anywho, I'm sitting here, just finished breakfast and I'm debating on if I start to "get ready" or no. I have class at 4:10 then office hours at 6, so - in the event that we end up going - I won't have time to do anything afterwards. Whatev. One of these days, I really need to take my butt to the gym. I know I'll be there soon, I just need to get over my anxieties.

Anywho, I'm off to watch some TV before I decide whether or not I'm just going to nap or what.