DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing blog
Wednesday, Mar 5 2008
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I think that I would be so much happier with everything if I could lose this weight. I don't want to get back to the 208 I was at, but I think at about 215-220 I was happiest. But it bugs me that even though to myself I am small at 215/220, I'm still classified as obese. That's annoying. Anyways, I'm excited/nervous to talk to Lauren about this today. I think she'll be happy for me but also nervous just because I know she doesnt want me to become OCD about my weight and have my weight be the definitive end all/be all of my moods and things. It'll also be tough because she and I have a tendency to overeat together but I think she will appreciate me being health conscious again.
Lauren is having surgery on friday to fix her broken eye socket from her car accident two months ago and I'm really nervous. I won't be able to be there because I'm on duty but I'm certainly going to be praying for her. I can't wait for her swagger to come back and her confidence to come back. She's going to be so much stronger after this surgery. I'll just try to send my spirit and hope she feels me there.
Anywho, I gotta get my ass back on the band wagon. I just gotta.
Lauren is having surgery on friday to fix her broken eye socket from her car accident two months ago and I'm really nervous. I won't be able to be there because I'm on duty but I'm certainly going to be praying for her. I can't wait for her swagger to come back and her confidence to come back. She's going to be so much stronger after this surgery. I'll just try to send my spirit and hope she feels me there.
Anywho, I gotta get my ass back on the band wagon. I just gotta.
5 comments so far.
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a decade ago
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by JENNCST
4.
a decade ago
I am getting back on the bandwagon myself Denita,it will happen, you will see. Lauren will most definitely feel you with her during her surgery. She will be in my toughts.
by JENNCST
3.
a decade ago
Hope the surgery went well D!
:kiss:
by MOM22SONZ
2.
a decade ago
Oh my! That sounds painful. My thoughts and prayers will be with you both. She is going to be just fine! Just keep telling yourself that. I get the same way. All OCD about my weight and the # controlling my moods. I haven't been able to get myself to lose the weight I gained back since the wedding. I can lose 5-7 pounds and then i lose control again. So, I've been depressed about my appearance. You are engaged to this woman. She is going to support you in any way she can to see that you are the happiest person you can be. Just like you would her. Your talk will go great. I bet she surprises you! Hang in there.
:kiss:
by JUSTCALLMECOLEY
1.
a decade ago
Lookityou all engayged and such! I had to do some catchin' up!
=D And I'm seeing no picture of the ring. Ahem. Just sayin'. 
:love: Prayers for Lauren's surgery on Friday and that swagger you're waiting for !
by REV