DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing Blog
Overcoming this feeling of inadequacy...
Friday, June 1st 2007
It's Friday...Wahoo? I'm super excited that it's friday; however, I am not excited that I'm on primary duty ALL WEEKEND again
I hate primary duty. It's so darn boring and I can't leave unless I pass the duty phone off to someone and it's just WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I sure can't wait for this weekend to be over. Better yet, I can't wait for it to be NEXT weekend! It's my mom's birthday and I hear she's coming to Springfield for her bday and I can't wait to see her! I'm going to have to get a new ...
Thursday, May 31st 2007
7:15pmI finally went back to the gym and made sure I pushed it today! I did 60 mins on the Arc Trainer, and did 20 minutes on the treadmill (5min @ 4.0, 8.5 min @5.5, 1.5min @6.0, 5 min @ 3.5)
Nice to know I haven't completely lost it! Tomorrow I am working out in the AM because the afternoon crowd was buggin me today. I just like getting up early and getting it out of the way. Then, I think I am going to run in the afternoon. I am going to be SO tired tomorrow night though during round...
Wednesday, May 30th 2007
Um...my three bad days are already gone! Man, these past few days have been rough. I'm having serious self-esteem issues. I feel like I'm starting to realize my real reasons for losing weight and I need to refocus my efforts ASAP before I find myself in a downward spiral.Denita, what are the real reasons you decided to lose weight?!
So I would be more attractive and have an easier time dating
Denita, how much success have you had in this?
Not much.
So, how does th...
Monday, May 28th 2007
So it looks like I may have my first off day recorded! lol Last night I just could not control my eating! I was so anxious to not eat that it made me want to eat! Oh well, one down, two more to go! lol and I think today might be my second day down. lol Oh well, you'll have that.So, this morning started on a very eery note. So this AM I was having a dream about something really weird that I"m not going to get into (in a nut shell, my dad was my pimp) well, anywho, at some point my b...
Sunday, May 27th 2007
Today's pic is another oldie but goodie...i miss that weave but do NOT miss that face! It looks like I'm hoarding nuts for the winter in my cheeksI am soo stinkin bored today. I've only been awake for...two and a half hours and I'm already bored out of my mind. I can't go anywere because I'm the only one on campus out of my entire duty team (sucks!) so I can't even go work out or anything!
I don't think I'll get a chance to workout today, but I think tomorrow I'm going to do an outdoor...