DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing Blog
I can't give up now
Monday, January 22nd 2007
I need to face these self-sabotage demons. Why do I do/eat $h!t that I know will NOT make me feel better? Why is it that every time I become successful, I lose faith in myself? Why am I so afraid to be all I can be? What about being successful and being celebrated makes me feel so uneasy? The past 2 weeks I haven't been on top of my game. Sure I lost last week, but this weekend I realized that this eating like crap isn't just a fluke: it's sabotage. I know that I'm in the big #s now. I know my g...Hi, I'm a grocery shopaholic
Friday, January 19th 2007
Day 14 of 142Is it weird that I get a rush out of grocery shopping for good food? I think I spend a majority of my money on groceries. I love buying food. But it's not like i go to buy bad food, I love buying good, "healthy" food! If I could be a personal grocery shopper, I think I would (If anyone needs me to do their grocery shopping, IM HERE!) Anywho, so today has been an OK day. I had my bio test today and - hmmm - I don't see an A in my future. After my test i went grocery sh...
G'Day Mates!
Thursday, January 18th 2007
Day 13 of 142So this AM was weigh-in. First time I was 242.8. Then, after I brushed my teeth, I was 243.4. I stuck with the post-tooth brush because it just felt more "real" to me. Maybe I am in shock that I'm almost in the 230s. Who knows. But I AM almost in the 230s! Two more weeks and I should be there! Yesterday my bro came over to do laundry. Then my other bro called & told him he needed the car so he left the rest of his laundry for me to do. AM I NICE OR WHAT?!
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HAPPY WEDNESDaY!
Wednesday, January 17th 2007
<Day 12 of 142Toodle-ooo CKers! Today has been a fairly good day. This AM, I woke up an hour late for work, but luckily my employer only laughed at me. Then I had my 3 classes, went for a quick 30 min workout and now my bro bro is here doing laundry! Yea, so what if he's using me, I love to spend time with my bros, esp my little bro!! He is so fun. Talked to Lauren today, and we had an interesting conversation. I was pretty hyper (who knows why). I think Lauren will now be known as Prosp...
Day 11
Tuesday, January 16th 2007
Day 11 of 142Much better eating day than yesterday. Last night I had a great workout. It made me feel tons better and I was DETERMINED to not let my food choices ruin my workout. I purposely didn't get close to net. I had to set a stopping point for myself. i don't think I'll get a chance to work out tonight, but I think I will do well in keeping my eating under control. So I think I am getting back on track. Weigh in this am was 245.7 which was great! It had to have been salt and water com...