DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing Blog
I have no reason to give up on myself
Friday, December 1st 2006
Yesterday, I was having a huge breakdown. When I lose weight, usually I get to a certain point and I get overwhelmed and want to quit. I was ready to go binge my ass off yesterday. My new 2nd job had been stressing me out hardcore and it had been affecting my eating habits where I was getting by for the past week with barely 1200 calories. I'd work my first job 9 -3, come home and eat lunch, then go to my second job from 4 til whenever. I'd get home around 10 or 11pm and have to find away to con...I love my ginger ale
Tuesday, November 28th 2006
Well, it was yet another long day. I called in late to my first job because I was seriously pooped. I went in for 3 hours to do nothing. POOH! Well, I came home and made some tuna salad (made an AWESOME tuna melt - awesome) and ate an apple and called it a lunch. Anywho, went to job 2 and by the end of the day, I was so drained I had to go. This second job is really taking a toll on me. There's so much pressure and I already have one job, but two is really starting to get to me. It's nto even li...How does the food sound so good?!?!
Monday, November 27th 2006
12:45 pm ESTFor some reason today, I am just in the mood to eat. I'm at work #1 right now, and the office is filled with the smell of Chinese food (one woman is eating Moo Shu Pork, while the other is eating Sesame Chicken - Yum). I LOVE chinese food! Then, I am in the mood for Arby's today, just because I haven't had a roast beef sandwich in a while. I know that eating these things won't make me feel better, but it just sounds good. It's weird being in touch with my food emotions. I feel...
Metabolism Screw Up
Sunday, November 26th 2006
So this AM, I weighed myself and somehow weighed 261.8. The last time I "worked out" was Thanksgiving morning and I really didn't consider that a work out cuz it was only 15 - 20 minutes. Anywho, I mean, even through THANKSGIVING I still weighed 263.8 the next day. It doesn't seem to make much sense to me. I don't know if I should take it in stride or what. I know I'm anxious to get back to the fitness center and work out because I haven't worked out in almost nearly 2 weeks. I d...Glad to be back
Friday, November 24th 2006
So I'm back at school after a fun Thanksgiving. My moms WHOLE family (18 ppl to be exact) came to Cleveland and it was actually pretty cool. Family, they're a crazy mix, but they're family nonetheless. I am just SO glad to be back in my "controlled" enviroment. On Wednesday, I didn't necessarily eat bad. I tried my best to make good choices and I think I succeeded for the most part. Thursday AM, my little cousin and I went for a 20 min walk and that was cool. I don't think I really got...