DBRAZIEL's CalorieKing Blog
Like an addict
Sunday, November 5th 2006
This process is SO hard. I feel like I'm an addict and I'm trying not to give in to the drugs (not that I ever have been an addict - i'm watching "True Life, I'm a Meth Addict" ) . This is just so hard. I want to do this and succeed SO BAD, but it's just so hard. I hate being this size, I hate being fat, I hate that I let myself get here. I want to be a certain number SO bad I want to just be there tomorrow and this is just SUCH a LONG process. It's requiring me to dig so deep into my...Beautiful Saturday!
Saturday, October 28th 2006
12:50PMSo this Saturday afternoon in Fairborn, OH is BEAUTIFUL! It started with the sun hitting my face as I woke up and it just set a WONDERFUL tone for what I believe will be a great day. I had a GREAT vegetable omelette this morning and spoiled myself with bacon (yay for bacon) and had a bowl of apples & grapes. Yummy. So in a little bit, I'm going to time myself on the mile and we'll see how that goes! After that, I'll probably head to the fitness center, step on the Arc Trainer (the ...
Happy Monday
Monday, October 23rd 2006
So today has been a good day so far. Got up a little late, but I didn't let it ruin my plans. I dropped a class I was failing because (1) it's useless and (2) it was bringing down my entire GPA. So, that was a bittersweet moment. Then, I went to workout today and had a WONDERFUL workout. It felt really good, especially considering I haven't been to the gym since last Thursday. I burned some steam and I find myself becoming very intense during the work outs.Overall, however, I feel really ...
Thursday, October 19th 2006
Today sucks. I feel a weight-loss crisis coming on. I mean, i've lost 15+ lbs and its like, 15 down, 85 more to go. That's SO much weight! This is just so hard. I hate it. I want to quit so bad. I cheated today and ate some extra "snacks" I shouldn't have but damn this is HARD. I don't want to fail but in the back of my head I think I will. I really want to lose this weight but I dont know if I can do it. I'm all about the short-term & seeing how long its going to take me to do thi...Wednesday, October 18th 2006
12:25 PMOK so get this, i know this is bad, but i weighed myslef this morning and i was down to 280.4. THEN! I went to the bathroom (still didn't eat anything) and I was 279.4! WHAT IN THE WORLD?! I'm not going to put too much though into it, but I think I'm seeing that it really doesn't matter what time you eat at, but the earlier you stop eating (esp. before weigh in day) the better your weight will be in the AM. So whatever, this has been a rough week. I've wanted to just GIVE UP so many t...