Wednesday, July 29th 2020
So I took a year to get myself mental back to where I belong and got rid of all the drama in my life. I now have a safe, relaxing home and mentally, I'm back to my old self.Monday, September 30th 2019
Well, I tried to start over in June and then a bunch of family drama de-railed me. Just can't deal with all that drama. I'm sad all the time and can't sleep. I gain another 8 lbs because I allowed myself to eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. Bad choice I'm afraid. God bless my husband, who has been so supportive, and my friend, Amy. They have helped me see that if I can't take care of myself, then no one gets taken care of. So after much consideration, I started seeing a psychychiatr...Tuesday, June 25th 2019
Here I am again, restarting. I had a Dr. appointment this morning and found out that I'm back to 242 lbs! Now my diabetes Dr. said I would gain a little weight back, but I was down to 197 the first part of April and now I'm back to 242, only three months later. She told me not to be discouraged and that she has a plan. But how can you not be discourage by a 45 pound weight gain?
Wednesday, October 7th 2015
So I haven't logged anything in over 2 and half weeks. I haven't even been on Calorie King that long and I've missed it. Work was at an all time high for stress level for 2 weeks, working 14 to 16 hours a day for 16 days straight. WOW!!! Talk about a blow to my personal life. BAM!!Wednesday, September 23rd 2015
Woke up at midnight, stressed out from work with everything on my massive "to do" list. I know I'll get it all done but it eats away at me until it gets done. *SIGH*