What is the deal with men? I am trying hard to not drink Mt. Dew and I am now exercising and trying to watch calories more. I am not indulging in all I used to, yet, I am not doing enough in my husband's eyes.

He wants the hot 115 pound athletic lifeguard that he married! Well, it's hard to be that when you are a sedentary librarian in a busy healthcare facility + being a wife + being a mom.

I'm finally getting the "me" part of my life back, but why do I feel so guilty about his expectations. I need to focus on me and not look to him for support, as he's not capable of giving it. Any suggestions on getting that support from family?

Wishing it were easier...but doing ok. Motivation is still medium and I've lost 5 pounds so far in a few weeks. So, here we go again.