Thursday, April 2nd 2009
I have issues. My issues are buried in controlling food. I can control the food. I say when, where, how much and what kind I will consume. I have not yet learned to control why I consume.Monday, March 30th 2009
"Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life...Sunday, March 29th 2009
The snow falls swiftly and silently outside my window. Ripping spring away from my grasp once more. Along with the loss of my sunshine, I, once again, have failed. I cannot control my binging. Therefore, I cannot control my weight. Therefore, I cannot control my self-esteem. I do not understand what makes my brain tick. I do not understand why, while my mind screams obscenities at me, I continually feed my growing lust for food.Thursday, March 26th 2009
Have I ever mentioned I
to run? Makes the whole day just that much easier; as HALFTHEMAN would say "I've just done the hardest thing I'll have to do all day". Just gives you that warm, fuzzy feeling doesn't it? Monday, March 23rd 2009
I very seldom drink, one or two at the most, on a rare occasion. Yet, I imagine the remorse I feel today would be similar to that of a reformed alcoholic who has fallen from grace.