I am back to my 20 lb weight loss..... Can't believe how I have been fooling around. I look forward to next weeks weigh in and am planning on taking a step forward. My goals are not working for me. I keep rewarding myself with other things and spending too much money. I swear, if it isn't food, it's something else. Shopping, cigarettes, drinking.... there's always something that I binge on. I took a really great class at Archivers on making vintage Christmas cards and have been doing some card making. It is really fun and creative, but I have been "binging" on buying supplies. I suppose these are all things that I use to feel better about myself, or to feel happy, but why can't I control myself! I have so much good in my life and have so many things to do that I should be happy all the time without needing to be dependent on these things. Okay, so it sounds like I'm beating myself up. Yes, that is my favorite hobby. I am going to stop right now and appreciate myself for who I am, a wonderful, friendly, caring person who has a lot going for her.