Leslie, I saw the movie "The Dilemma" with Vince Vaughn. I like Vince Vaughn. He's a bumbling cave man with a sensitive streak. You never know which way he'll go.

Well, it's Monday and back to work. I am struggling with the thought of retiring in April. I wanted to retire, but my daughter reminded me how nice the extra income is. She is right. It is nice. I have struggled with a negative mind set for so long and I just wonder if the job might be better if I could get my mind thinking more positive about the job. If I could learn to handle the problems without getting all nervous and upset, it would go a long way. If I developed a harder shell, things would bounce off me more. If I could be more friendly to my co-workers, it might make me like it there more. Still, I don't have enough time for the things I love to do. Especially in the summer. I like to garden and there is never enough time to really take care of that. Especially when you exercise at the gym after work. I would wake up early and go to the gym, but that is like next to impossible. I need my 8 hours at least.

Sometimes, it is hard to choose. The same thing with the weight loss. It is hard to choose the good foods to eat over the bad ones. It is hard to choose to follow the plan and stick to it. A positive attitude helps. Positive friends like you guys helps also! You are all my Valentines today!