I lost 1 lb at my weigh in last night. Now I am even with three weeks ago. Hmmmmmmm......... this isn't fun. My weight loss has been sooooo slow. I lost 27lbs since last July. I am grateful it is down, but it sure is a struggle. The weigh-out for the challenge is Fri. I don't really feel like doing it because I know I am not the biggest loser. I also just want to skip it and go to St Louis to see baby. I didn't get there last weekend and I should have because they were ready for a visit. But we didn't connect, so it didn't happen. I got a lot of things done that I wanted to, but it didn't feel good. You know? It didn't make me feel refreshed. The best weekends are the ones where you feel really refreshed and ready for a new week.

Gas prices are so high that it would probably cost me $120 to go to St Louis and back. WTH. It seems like the economy just keeps getting worse and worse. Groceries are way high too. I got one little bag and it cost me $40.00.

So, I am reading this book on gratefulness and writing down what I am grateful for. This book suggested to even write down silly things and I have and that makes it fun. I need fun in my life right now.