Well, I did weigh-out for the fitness challenge. I think the guy gave me an extra 5 lb loss. I suppose he knew I wouldn’t win anyway. Hmf…. Not much of a contest. They just give you any old weight. But I did it. I finished. I followed through. I know not to do that again. But in the meantime, I did sign up for some more sessions with my trainer. He is kind and encouraging and I like working out with him, so……

I think the combo of trainer, therapist, chiropractor, doctor maybe be helping. Spring sunshine and warm temps would help the most, I think.

They had beautiful spring weather in SL last weekend. I made it down there, driving 5 hours each way in 2 days. Crazy. What a grandmother will do to see their new granddaughter!!! LOL. She is beautiful and amazing. She is looking around now and trying to focus on things. She looked at me. She coos and grunts. I talk to her and she likes it. I got lots of great pics, but can’t put them up til I change the sizes. I got to hold her for two hours each day while she slept. Heaven.

I feel much at ease, having had this time to see her and make sure my daughter is doing ok. I felt so unsettled having to leave just after she was born. I can rest easy now, knowing they are all doing okay.

Of course, being on the road and visiting doesn’t do well for my weight loss. I ate MCd’s twice!!!! I never ever eat McD’s. But its so hard when you are starving and there’s nothing else easy!

Hopefully I can feel more focused now.