Wednesday, January 12th 2011
I enjoyed my stay in Denver and all of the Russian food I experienced. I just wished my s-i-l would remember that sugar free candy is still not the best gift to give me. Oh, I loved it, but that's my point.I have no will power and even sugar free candy is too hard on my blood sugar. I really did enjoy all of the fish though. She is a Russian Orthodox and when I was there they were still in their fast before Christmas. This means they were eating fish. I got to try smoke white fish, russian crepe...Thursday, January 6th 2011
I am enjoying my visit in Denver with my bro. I have had two good visits with my Mom. She actually recognized me for a moment, then after that it went down hill. She still remebered she had a daughter and enjoyed listening to me talk and cut her nails, rub her shoulders, and hold her face and kiss her. I have made great memories to take back with me.Sunday, January 2nd 2011
I talked to the shoe maker who is working on my custom shoes. He is going to send me a kit so I can make a mold ( cast ) of my entire foot. I wish he would have told me he had this kit when I told him everyone I asked here didn't know how to make a full cast of my foot. Maybe this would have helped him make the shoe. The firs time he made the shoe, he made it too small and I had to send the shoe back. So far it has been 11 months and I still haven't gotten that custom walking shoe @!!!#$!&*...Thursday, December 30th 2010
I got a good incentive this week as I checked my blood sugar over and over. THIS MONTH IT WAS NOT GOING DOWN. Ok, I have not been eating right in the sugar and carbs. I broke all sorts of Lory rules and diabetic rules and it was showing. The two steroid shots didn't help either. I ran to my doctor not just because my meds weren't bringing down my numbers, but for a reality check. Thankfully he had a good attitude about it and said this too me. You did it once and will use this to get back to whe...Saturday, December 25th 2010
Yes I'm still here. I'm hanging in there. I've relasped some, but I kepted my membership because I know CK is the only thing that keeps me working on my problem. I will be back because I found I have a lot to work on. I gained 17 pounds this year. I won't make excuses. This needs to come off and I need to be honest. I need to hit my goal. I really wasn't hnest with myself.Goal is imortant. I came up with an honest assement as to what goal should be for me. It will be between 130-140 and to maint...