NEXUSNRG's May 2010 CalorieKing Blog
Monday, May 31st 2010
I feel like an idiot. I had typed out like a 9 paragraph blog entry this afternoon, then I got side tracked before I could finish it up and walked away from the computer. Then when I did return I forgot that I wasn't finished with it and had some where to go so I turned off the computer and left home.I just got back home (5 hours later) and went to see if anyone had commented on my latest blog entry only to have no new messages. Hmm, scratching my head. I went to go look at my blogs and d...
Thursday, May 27th 2010
I just had to post a little note....Yesterday and today I weighed 379 Lbs. So this is very positive improvement. Here's hoping for 378 Lbs or 379 Lbs by my weigh-in on Monday. I know this is short but I really don't have much to tell right now. Life is boring at best and just working and keeping track of my calories as best as I can.
I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?
Tuesday, May 25th 2010
Actually don't kill me. But I am a loser, a weight loser, once again! I've had the month from hell it seems like. May has been a total pain in the ass for me. My last positive weight loss was at the end of April, and ever since I stalled out at 380 Lbs for two weeks, and another week I went up to 382 Lbs. Then last week I went up to 386 Lbs! W T H?!?!?!Over this past week I actually topped the scale at 390 Lbs for a day. These were probably my most darkest, depressing time on this journey....
Monday, May 17th 2010
I've not been doing too hot in the weight loss area. It seems like this is my darkest moment in the battle against the fat. Over 3 weeks now of no loss and now 2 weeks with solid gain, but I've not changed anything I'm doing or eating.There is one difference I need to confess to. I wear (wore) a size 60 pants, with a size 60 belt. For the past month now I've been finding it difficult to wear my pants because they fit too loosely around my legs and waist and feel uncomfortable. I fixed this...
The more I give to you, the more I die And I want you. You are the perfect drug.
Thursday, May 13th 2010
I swear I'm about to take this scale out to the range and shoot it with every bullet I can find. This evil, evil nasty contraption is about to work my last nerve. It's past three weeks now and I'm not moving down, and in fact have gained. First it was two pounds on Monday and here it is Thursday and now I'm staying stuck on 384. 4 M'F'ing pounds?!?!?!!*Takes a deep breath*
I swear I'm not over-eating, I haven't changed anything I do or eat over the last 5 months now. I should be losin...