Monday, February 12th 2007
I weighed this morning with my pajamas on (before eating). The scale said 152.0 and I was so bummed. Then I took off my t-shirt and pajama pants and it said 147.8!!! I did it 2 more times just to make sure. I'm pretty sure I took off my pajamas last week when I weighed so I've lost a little more than a pound! I'm goind to make sure I always lose the clothes when I weigh. I can't believe the difference clothes make.Saturday, February 10th 2007
Un-freakin'-believable. My husband told me that he was going to be working Saturday (today). So I made plans for a friend to watch the kids so I can go to the library to work on my paper (which I haven't been able to do all week). It turns out that my husband doesn't have to work until later today and he wants to go pick up the car this morning from the mechanic. When I explain my plans (which he already knew), he asks why I couldn't make these plans for later in the day-why did my plans hav...Friday, February 9th 2007
The baby did so much better today. He drank 20 ounces. I feel so much better about that. I feel awful about my own eating habits lately. Did great this morning and then this afternoon, I bought some jelly beans. I was having a major sugar craving. And then, thinking I had just totally messed up, I ate some cookies when I got home and some dry cereal. Really, even though I did do some damage with the jellybeans, if I had stopped there, it wouldn't have been so bad. I just did the "wh...Thursday, February 8th 2007
I'm over today. After working so hard the last few days to stay under even after I splurged, I just said what the heck today and went over. Things are just so crazy here. I know it's not an excuse. Stress should not be dealt with with food. But here I am doing just that. I just feel discouraged. What put me over was that my mother-in-law had made gluten free sugar cookies for my son. They were pretty good and when I got back from class, I was so hungry (even though I had a protein bar du...Wednesday, February 7th 2007
I'm feeling discouraged-maybe a little depressed. I ate major junk food yesterday and miraculously and by being very careful was still under my target. So I was ready today to have a great day, and then we got a package in the mail today. It was gluten-free food that I ordered from a bakery. I came with 2 loaves of white bread, cinnamon raisin bread, and these giant cookies. Well, I made myself a ham sandwich-the first that I've had in a very long time. And then I took a bite of the chocol...