Okay, I've just been awful with the food lately. It was horrible this weekend. I felt stressed and upset about my marriage still and nurtured myself with food. Yes, I know better. My husband and I talked today. I cried almost all morning. I am worn out from all of the tears, but I feel better. I am PMS-ing so I thing this has a lot to do with how I'm feeling. But my husband and I did get some things worked out. Not everything, but I feel better about things now. I have a little more hope. I know he loves me, we just have no time together at all. With such young children, it is so difficult. I am told that this is common with couples with very young children, so I'm thinking-this gets better, yes?
So many things to do for both of us. So stressed and busy. No wonder we lose track of each other.
Okay, well, tomorrow I start BFL-again. Got off track last week when I was sick. PMS and marriage stress didn't help. But no more excuses. I want to take care of me and care for my health. That means clean eating six days a week.
Thank you to those who gave me encouraging words after my last blog entry. That means so much to me.