Sunday, March 25th 2007
Okay, I've just been awful with the food lately. It was horrible this weekend. I felt stressed and upset about my marriage still and nurtured myself with food. Yes, I know better. My husband and I talked today. I cried almost all morning. I am worn out from all of the tears, but I feel better. I am PMS-ing so I thing this has a lot to do with how I'm feeling. But my husband and I did get some things worked out. Not everything, but I feel better about things now. I have a little more ho...Thursday, March 22nd 2007
I just want to eat an entire cake right now. An entire cake!! I made a chocolate cake for my son's birthday and I just want to dive into it. It's because of my husband. Things were better for a few weeks. We were getting along so well. I felt so hopeful. Then things got bad this week again. He's working very long hours. He's crabby with me, snaps at me, makes me feel stupid. This weekend I attempted to stand up for myself and set limits on his behavior. It only made things worse. I c...Wednesday, March 21st 2007
Wow, I can't believe it's been so long since I've written in my blog. I've so busy and sick that I haven't spent all that much time on CK. I was supposed to start BFL this week and getting sick totally threw me off. I'm still trying to loosely stick to the plan, but I've cheated big time.Thursday, March 15th 2007
I'm just so upset. I got the results of my blood work today and it looks like thyroid disorder. I know that's minor and fixable with medication. But I'm so tired of having medical problems. First sphinter of Oddi dysfunction (and surgery for that), then celiac disease (with my boys also having it) and now this. I'm only 32. I don't thing I should be having this many health problems. I know there are people with worse medical conditions, so I start to feel guilty about being upset. But I'...Tuesday, March 13th 2007
Wow! :0 I did a spin class for the first time today and boy was it tough. I loved it! This is what will get me ready for the triathlon. The instructor said, "I know this is scheduled for 30 mins but we can go 45 mins if everyone wants to." Ughh! But I made it through. The first third of the workout, I thought I wasn't going to make it. But after that, something just kicked in, and I made it. I'm so proud of myself, but I have a good idea of how far I have to go to be ready for...