Okay, today was a little tougher. That is probably to be expected. I feel like my honeymoon is winding down. I had those evil, little thoughts like, Oh only a little will be okay. No! As my self-talk cd says, "I am good at telling myself "no" to anything I should not eat and immediately replacing the desire to eat with a far greater desire to reach my goal, to live my dream, to like myself and to make today count!" Can you tell I've listened to that a few times?
I stayed on track. :rock: Thank you very much. Momentum is the key with me as I keep saying.
Yesterday I mentioned in passing conversation with my husband about how I'm not eating candy right now (my son had some Easter candy and I was tempted!). He laughed and said "Okay" in a sarcastic way. I told him I already had a successful week. It just makes me more determined to prove him wrong! :angry:
Things are slightly better with him. At least I don't feel the constant tension that I felt last week. Mostly my own perception, I know. He wouldn't waste his time worrying about our marriage like I do. Boy, that sounds real positive, doesn't it.
I was so tired today. I got up early, did a major calorie burning workout with spin class and swimming. Went grocery shopping (that's major calorie burning, too, right?). Had school tonight.
The good news: I got the first draft of my Chapter II of my paper--No revisions needed!! I can't even believe it! Am I good or what?! He said I can go ahead and start Chapter III which will be much easier than II.
I am going to go study for that awful test now-but will probably fall asleep. I want to get up early and do my strength training video before MOPS. Maybe I should just go to bed.