Update 10 pm:
My headache is better, but my body is aching. I hope I'm not coming down with something.
(Ashli, did you give me that horrible virus over the internet?)
I have not had much of an appetite today, so I was able to stay under calories. But I think that is because I had gluten this morning. I felt bloated, sick to my stomach and nauseous all day. So, to confirm with myself once again, I really do have Celiac and no, I can't have gluten. Once in a while, it's like I have to check and make sure. Some leftover denial. Pretty stupid. Feeling sick to my stomach today reminds me of what I used to feel like everyday, but worse. And how I couldn't eat and I lost all of that weight in such an unhealthy way. Not what I want to do again. I keep reminding myself that I want to live a long, healthy life with my children. I must take care of myself.
I'm so proud of myself for the way I've changed my eating habits, but so frustrated by my lack of results. But it's been 6 weeks and maybe I need to be more patient. And follow the program more closely. But I'm going to keep on going.
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I have a horrible, horendous headache right now. I can barely function. I'm also having pain in the middle of the back that is similar to the pain I get when I get an attack in my ribs. I'm so worried about that pain coming back. It's been aching, like it's threatening to.
I'm going to put the kids down for a nap in a few minutes and then I'm going to lay down. The house is in poor shape. My kitchen is a mess and I have tons of laundry to work on. Not to mention things on my to-do list. But it's all going to have to wait until I feel better.
What I'm worried about is exercising. I don't know when I'm going to get it in today and if I don't, I will be over calories. I was going to try to do a short cardio video during nap time. But there is no way. Maybe later when I feel better. We'll see. I just hate not being able to exercise.
And I'm so worried about my results. I took my measurements. No change. I think I'm not following the program closely enough. My goal is to have a perfect week, but at MOPs this morning I had one of those tiny, mini donuts and 3 Hershey's kisses. The donut was doubly bad since I'm not supposed to have gluten. I haven't had any in such a long time. I thought a tiny one won't hurt. We'll see how my stomach does later.
Plan to update later tonight.