NIKKI8's Sep 2007 CalorieKing Blog
Ugh!
Wednesday, September 26th 2007
Update: I am so sick. I have been so much sicker than when I blogged earlier and Cyn was right. It's not gluten, it's a stomach bug. I can tell because it's been getting worse as the day goes on while a gluten reaction hits hard once and then gets better. I have been in the bathroom all day and my husband had to actually feed the kids dinner! Can you believe that? I was laying on the couch and I think they had yogurt, fruit, pediasure and a donut. I was too sick to care. It sounded some...struggling again
Saturday, September 22nd 2007
Well, it has not been a stellar week with food. I did well until Thursday when we went to Silver Dollar City with my friend who had a free pass for me. I brought healthy snacks, but still chose to eat some junk while I was there. Including an icecream sundae.Yesterday was a real struggle, but I did okay until the evening when I made sugar cookies with my son. I had a few too many. But the rest of the day was okay.
Today was very stressful and it's only half over. We went to a car show...
On track!!!
Tuesday, September 18th 2007
I have forgotten what it feels like to be eating healthy and on track. It feels so good. Yesterday and today have both been good days. I haven't been hungry, haven't eaten emotionally, and haven't had any icecream.One thing that feels good is when I start to feel bad about my wieght or how my clothes fit, I can remember that I am doing something about it.
I can't really explain exactly what has made the difference. I think something finally clicked with me. And I've been praying a...
Plodding Along
Sunday, September 16th 2007
In some ways I did better, other ways not. I had more chips because I was hungry and my in-laws were visiting. I should have made a better choice. Dinner was definitly not the healthiest--fish sticks and those Ore-ida fries.So I wore jeans for the first time yesterday since last spring and they are pretty tight. I put another pair on today and I couldn't breathe.
That was a wake up call. I must stop this eating.
I am taking steps toward it, but I need to take more. I thought a...
moment by moment
Saturday, September 15th 2007
So today I attempted to do what I've been talking about (but not doing)--stopping the emotional eating. It was so hard and I was only partly successful. It was a tough day, even though it was Saturday. It was just busy and my husband was a little crabby.I wanted to eat so many moments today. But I didn't. I prayed and tried to give God the anxiety that was driving me to eat.
But after dinner, I think I had just had it. I was tired and crabby and I just wanted some comfort. My husband...