NIKKI8's Nov 2007 CalorieKing Blog
food fantasies
Thursday, November 29th 2007
I have been fantatsies about food all day. It's awful. I went to the healthfood store to get some gluten free food and next store is Richardson's Candy House (Ashli, you know what this means). And they have a sign in the window--buy a pound of fudge, get a 1/2 pound free. Oh, I love fudge. One on my favorite, rare indulgences. I was so tempted to go in and get some. My mind had already started rationalizing why it would be okay. (No idea what I was telling myself as how can you rationali...getting a backbone
Monday, November 26th 2007
Things are a little better. A little. I was really upset all weekend about my marriage. I really appreciated all the comments I got here. They really helped and made me think about things. I showed my sister my blog and had her read the comments too. I wanted to know if I had presented an accurate view of the situation (I was pretty upset, as you could tell, and wasn't sure how biased I was) and I wanted her input on the possibility of the abusive issues that were suggested.She thinks I...
two steps back
Friday, November 23rd 2007
Husband is being a jerk again. He's being a---- word I never use. But am tempted to. My family is in town--sister, nephews, my mom. And my aunt and cousins live nearby. We have Thanksgiving traditions that we do every year when we celebrate with my side of the family. We bowl on the Friday after and go to a movie.Well, yesterday dinner was at 3:00 at my aunt's about an hour away. My kids didn't get naps and would not sit down to dinner. They were running around and playing the way ...
good run
Tuesday, November 20th 2007
Woo Hoo!! I ran two miles yesterday without stopping. I am so proud of that. And I didn't feel too bad. We are working our way up to a 5K!! I think I worked out some of that anger and that may have been one reason I was able to keep going! My friend and I talk (sometimes with difficulty) as we run and I was telling her all my marriage worries.Thank you for all your comments and input. I think I am just going to get up early on the weekends to workout from now on.
Hubby and I did...
Still not good
Sunday, November 18th 2007
Still in my funk. Not eating on plan. But I figured out what is going on with me. I realized this weekend that I'm really angry about some situations in my life (namely my marriage) and I don't do well with anger. I don't feel comfortable expressing it in any way, so I avoid it. Well, I just felt rotten the last few days and just didn't care about what I ate. I realized that this is angry eating and I got in touch with some issues that I need to deal with.So here it is 9:00 on Sund...
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