NIKKI8's Feb 2008 CalorieKing Blog
Hiding in shame
Sunday, February 10th 2008
I have not blogged the last couple of days because I've been hiding in shame.
My eating has been so horrible the past few days. I've just been ashamed of myself, and while I wanted to write about it, I felt like I didn't want to take you, my friends, once again on this roller coaster ride of my food struggle. My poor eating actually began Wednesday night, but it wasn't too bad. Just off plan. But after that counseling session on Thursday, it got really bad. I mean, I had a sundae for...
Lots to say
Thursday, February 7th 2008
Just warning you, this is probably going to be a long entry. I have lots to write out as I have much swirling around in this brain of mine.
(Yeah, I know. When are my entries short?)Well, it's about the appointment I had today with the new counselor. It was very good and very interesting. She is so behavioral-cognitive that it's almost funny. But I think it's very good, because her approach is solution-oriented.
I began by telling her how I obsess about food/weight and how I long t...
Binge day
Wednesday, February 6th 2008
Great News!!!I got a call today from Collin's preschool. I have an interview there next week for a 2 day/week teaching position for the fall. It would be Tues./Thurs. from 9am-1pm in the 3yr old room where Collin is now.
Let me explain a little more. I had decided quite a while ago that I would need to work a little bit in order to pay my student loan payment. I got it deferred until next December, but I knew I would have to do something because we can't add another payment right now....
BLTs
Monday, February 4th 2008
Okay, I'm going to have to change those pictures. You just can't see them that well. The profile picture is from when we went camping in either Sept or Oct. I don't remember exactly. So I'm lying on an air mattress in the tent. I thought of that one since it's cute and you can actually see my body. But I'll have to find another one as you can't even see my face, the pic is so tiny.Food Report
Pretty good day. I had a couple of slip ups. I took the kids to a restaurant for lunch. ...
Still Good
Sunday, February 3rd 2008
Food ReportAnother pretty good day. No chips and no icecream.
It wasn't as hard today. Although I have had thoughts of the WW chocolate fudge bar in the freezer. 
But I'm really fine. I made real gluten free pancakes this morning for the family instead of my usual protein oatmeal pancakes. So my calories for breakfast were huge. I had eggs and hashbrowns for lunch. My husband thought that was so weird. Breakfast for lunch? I personally don't see the big deal with that. 
That...
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