NIKKI8's CalorieKing Blog
weird day
Monday, December 3rd 2007
Weird day today. It was my husband's b-day and he took the day off work. Actually they off b-days as paid vacation. So we were all thrown off with him being home. I thought Collin had a fever last night so I wasn't sure if I should send him to school. I went to wake him up and he was sleeping so deep, was actually snoring, so I let him sleep and he slept till 10! He was a tired little boy. But he wasn't sick and probably could have gone to school.I usually grocery shop, clean floors a...
Deep thoughts
Sunday, December 2nd 2007
Food was awful all weekend. But today was the worst. It was my husband's b-day and I made a cake for him. I ate so much. I am so ready to get back on track.I'm about to get deep and personal here, so I'm giving you fair warning. My husband has a mild problem with alcohol. I say mild, because he does not get drunk. He has a few beers each evening and more on the weekends. Occasionally he gets buzzed. It really bothers me but he says there is no problem. I worry about how this wi...
food fantasies
Thursday, November 29th 2007
I have been fantatsies about food all day. It's awful. I went to the healthfood store to get some gluten free food and next store is Richardson's Candy House (Ashli, you know what this means). And they have a sign in the window--buy a pound of fudge, get a 1/2 pound free. Oh, I love fudge. One on my favorite, rare indulgences. I was so tempted to go in and get some. My mind had already started rationalizing why it would be okay. (No idea what I was telling myself as how can you rationali...getting a backbone
Monday, November 26th 2007
Things are a little better. A little. I was really upset all weekend about my marriage. I really appreciated all the comments I got here. They really helped and made me think about things. I showed my sister my blog and had her read the comments too. I wanted to know if I had presented an accurate view of the situation (I was pretty upset, as you could tell, and wasn't sure how biased I was) and I wanted her input on the possibility of the abusive issues that were suggested.She thinks I...
two steps back
Friday, November 23rd 2007
Husband is being a jerk again. He's being a---- word I never use. But am tempted to. My family is in town--sister, nephews, my mom. And my aunt and cousins live nearby. We have Thanksgiving traditions that we do every year when we celebrate with my side of the family. We bowl on the Friday after and go to a movie.Well, yesterday dinner was at 3:00 at my aunt's about an hour away. My kids didn't get naps and would not sit down to dinner. They were running around and playing the way ...