NIKKI8's CalorieKing Blog
Plodding Along
Sunday, September 16th 2007
In some ways I did better, other ways not. I had more chips because I was hungry and my in-laws were visiting. I should have made a better choice. Dinner was definitly not the healthiest--fish sticks and those Ore-ida fries.So I wore jeans for the first time yesterday since last spring and they are pretty tight. I put another pair on today and I couldn't breathe.
That was a wake up call. I must stop this eating.
I am taking steps toward it, but I need to take more. I thought a...
moment by moment
Saturday, September 15th 2007
So today I attempted to do what I've been talking about (but not doing)--stopping the emotional eating. It was so hard and I was only partly successful. It was a tough day, even though it was Saturday. It was just busy and my husband was a little crabby.I wanted to eat so many moments today. But I didn't. I prayed and tried to give God the anxiety that was driving me to eat.
But after dinner, I think I had just had it. I was tired and crabby and I just wanted some comfort. My husband...
Is there any hope?
Friday, September 14th 2007
I just don't know anymore. My eating is out of control. I have no desire to eat healthy. No desire or willpower to change the way I'm eating right now. Yet I hate that. I hate the way I'm eating and feeling. Yet I feel hopeless to do anything about it.I don't want to try anymore. I am tired of failing. I know I've said this before but I am still struggling with it.
I feel hopeless. I don't know if I can change. I truly want to, but I am not sure I have it in me. It just doesn't...
New Elliptical!!!
Monday, September 10th 2007
I'm so happy! I bought an elliptical for my house the other day.
It's a Schwin 430 and it was $650. I know it's not the best, but it was Consumer Report's best buy. And the best I could afford. I used the money from my graduation party. It's really amazing because I actually prayed about getting one of these a few months ago. That may sound weird. But I realized that I had to change something about my life in order to simplify things and stay home more. It was taking so much time ...
Logging again
Friday, September 7th 2007
I decided to start logging again and see how I do. But at this point I have decided not to make any foods completely off limits. It just makes me want it more. If I know I can have it when I'm hungry, it doesn't seem as attractive to me (or at least have as much "power"
. If the numbers mess with my brain too much, I'll stop again and know that I just can't log. I've been thinking about Weight Watchers, but it's all numbers and would it really be any different from CK? If anyon...