NIKKI8's CalorieKing Blog
Day 3 of 10 of personal challenge
Wednesday, June 13th 2007
I am really upset by my scale numbers and by my body right now. I am 153 and have been for 3 days. One day over the weekend was 155. I was solidly between 147 and 149 for so long. But my binges have caused this gain.I am pmsing this week, but I know it's more than that. My stomach is no longer flat. My face is fuller. I look in the mirror and I want to cry.
I know it's not healthy to view things this way, but I'm not sure what other way to look at this.
I feel awful about mys...
Personal Challenge Day 1 of 10
Monday, June 11th 2007
Food ReportGreat day today with food. I kept my focus and did not binge at all. I am focusing on eating only when I'm hungry and was surprised that I did not need a morning snack. Of course I had a late breakfast. But I did not eat again until lunch. At lunch I recognized when I was full and threw away the rest of my baked potato.
Exercise Report
BFL Lower Body Workout and I did a run with my friend. We are still newbies to running so we ran 1/2 mile, walked 1/4, then ran a...
Week 11
Sunday, June 10th 2007
Well, I haven't blogged or done much of anything lately on CK since I got my computer back because I've been depressed.I have gained more weight. I don't even want to say how much. But I have officially gained all of my sickness weight back. I am at my prepregnancy weight. I am so disappointed in myself.
I am supposed to finish BFL next Saturday and I have nothing to show for it. I have failed miserably.
Not that it was a total loss. I have learned a lot about myself and about fit...
I've lost track!!
Thursday, June 7th 2007
Hi, ya'll! I'm back. I had my computer in the shop getting repaired. It was there since Monday and I just got it this afternoon. They had to copy my files to another computer and clear my entire hard drive. That sucks. Sometimes I hate computers. But I have a hard time without them!Later!
BFL Week 11 Day 1
Sunday, June 3rd 2007
I did not have internet connection yesterday. Talk about CK withdrawals!
I called the company and got it fixed by the evening so I made a few blog comments but didn't finish my own blog story.So here I am to finish explaining what I started the other day.
I left off with describing how I was crying in my counseling session as I realized that the reasons and feelings for my current struggles with food are very similar to the first time I struggled with bulimia in college.
The counse...